( My lovely zoo <3  )
Part of me can't wait for school to start, cause life's getting really boring. I sleep 12 hours a day, I wake up and stare at my homework, eat, watch TV, do a few questions, start staring again, watch more TV, computer and more staring at my homework. Omg. The other part knows that once school starts, I'll be longing for holidays again, sighs, the grass is always greener on the other side eh. 

I'm actually not very excited to meet my new classmates, how now brown cow, teehee. So contradicting right, I just want to attend lectures and tutorials and do something instead of lazing around everyday. I have a lot of homework left undone, makes me wonder what did I do with my holidays! 5 weeks of holidays! Oh my, seriously, I'm so bored. 

I really want a more interesting life other than studying or holidays, really. Currently, I feel like I'm wasting my life away. 

Okay, I'm just really really really really bored. 

 I'n back from class chalet, hehe, it's really sad that we'll not be in the same class anymore. Teehee, I'll miss 09S109, hahas, but oh wells, 09S413 shouldn't be too bad, I hope. Teehee. At least we are still all in the same school, hoho. 

Also, Happy New Year! Rather belated though :) 

Okay, firstly, my resolutions! This is one of the rare times I'm actually serious about adhering to my resolutions. 

1. Put God first in everything
2. Study and study AND STUDY
3. Don't procrastinate so much 
4. KEEP MY ROOM TIDY most of the time, so I can study (refer to 2)
5. Finish doing my tutorials! (Important, cause my J1 tutorials are mostly half done!)
6. Do quiet time, more regularly 

Oh wells, these are the more important ones :) I kinda lost my love to blog nowadays, nothing much is nice to blog about, not even chalet, keke. Oh, I think I injured my hand from Wii during chalet -.-

Some pictures :)


Eating lunch.


Going to Tanah Marah :D 


Tiffany! 


Playing Wii, I suck at it leh, really.


One sheep! The slightest smile makes him look very happy already. 


Our two wonderful chairpersons. Tiffany as Chair and Bayu as Vice chair, we have a REALLY CHILDISH vice fyi. 


Playing Bang, fun! Hahas, just that people like to kill me. 


Playing some drinking water game.


Made to drink water, it's actually kinda funny. 


:)


I think I looked depressed cause people kept wanting to bang me in the game, hahas, Andy on my right.


Ee Yang on my left, wah, GG. Btw, look at Cam, HAHA! 


HAHA! 


Ranon's holding the clock, hahas, just look at Kendall on the floor all curled up! HAHA! 

That's all :)

Who are they to decide
If it's wrong if it's right
 

 Was looking at my xanga and I realised how immauture I was, I feel lah, hahas. Walkoverhere will always be my first love though, hahas, it has too many memories, since sec3 leh! 

I don't wish to remain a child, I just wish I was happy all day long. Just felt like writing something here. 

 Merry Christmas! 

Hahas, it's actually the 26th already, but oh wells, hehe. And Dianne's finally back form Japan! :D On Christmas eve, went over to granny's house to stayover, hahas, we feel asleep watching Red Cliff! 

As the year comes to an end, I look back and think to myself, hahas, time really flies. It's been more than a year since I took O levels, although it doesn't feel that way. It's been more than a year since I was still an immature kid, getting into all sorts of trouble in class and lying through my teeth to get out of it. I miss those times, hehe, I really do, with E-liz, where we will get picked on my Miss Ferng, It's been more than a year since I talked to you, hehe. Since entering JC, everyday just flies past me, tutorials, lectures, training, in the blink of an eye, promos, PW and now, J2. 

It's been a great year, from the bottom of my heart :) Although, stressful, terrible results, but I kinda enjoyed JC life, no really, despite the stress and complains. I met really great people and I had a great class :D I grew more mature too, I think xD 

Hehe, time flies, before you know it, some things don't matter anymore, questions left answered, wounds left opened, are healed, things that used to bring tears to my eyes, are just random thoughts now, some memories I hold so dear, are just images in my mind now. When they say time heals all wounds, it's true. No denying that they may be scars left behind, but, really, they don't matter anymore, they don't hurt anymore. I'm not bothered by them anymore, really. And, that's really a relief,m plus, it all happened so quickly, it feels surreal. 

Breakthroughs of this year are,
1. I learnt how to copy homework
2. I learnt how to play dota
3. I surf  the net during lectures in tutorials cause MJ students have access to wireless in school, unlike PL
4. I learn how to use the dreaded GC -.-

New experiences every year, hahas! That's all I can think of at the moment, but I'm sure there are lots more. Hehe, I learnt lots of other things too. People and things are not what they seem, I thought I got put in a boring class, but it turns out that it's not true :) I thought we will never drift apart, heh, look what happened. I thought of many things, but many did not turn out the way I thought it would. 

One regret of the year, I backslided. I'm always too tired to do quiet time and read the bible. It's such a pathetic excuse you know, I'm even ashamed to say it out. It's just, 5-10 mins of my time, for one who loves me the most. I'm not able to do it. Most of the time, I use my own human intelligence to solve my problems, unless I'm really desperate and at my wit's end before I start praying. Hehe, one of my next year's resolution, would be to do quiet time, consistently, heh. 

Maybe the second one, would be to stay focused. Oh wells, haven't really thought about it yet, will leave it for new year :)

Once again, Merry Christmas darlings :)